My love; This one's for you

I have been through so many changes and over the years I have grown so much and the more I grow the more I try to understand people. I have loved and I have experienced loss but the greatest of them all is the fear of loosing what you now love. The soul never recovers and the emotions flood your soul at the most inconvenient of times. My husband is everything i ever wanted and more, we started out on a difficult path but i know we will find our way. When i look into his deep brown eyes i am swept away every time. I pray the we will stay faithful and true with each other. Our trust was broken because of distance and uncertainty but now we are going to be together and we are going to fight for each other as long as God sits on the Throne.

I just want to tell you that i love you, i love you Cleon Hall and i have no idea where this life will take us but wherever we land let us remain together forever. Let us try to understand each other and care for each other like i am you and you me. I love you

“Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them, they become the worse type of person. Unfortunately, they end up hurting themselves in the long run. They don’t want to hurt other people. It is against their very nature. They want to make amends and undo the wrong they did. Their life is a wave of highs and lows. They live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings. They are tortured souls that are not able to live with hatred or being hated. This type of person needs the most love anyone can give them because their soul has been constantly bruised by others. However, despite the tragedy of what they have to go through in life, they remain the most compassionate people worth knowing, and the ones that often become activists for the broken hearted, forgotten and the misunderstood. They are angels with broken wings that only fly when loved.” ― Shannon L. Alder

As The Birds Fly

We never once dream of losing you, for letting go meant losing a part of us that really cared. We cried that October night and every night there-after. The birds flew by the window one at a time and I knew you were gone, both of you-our sweet Angels. Loosing your life even before you have lived is an unspoken tragedy that no Mother or Father should endure, but there I was-my husband and I, grief stricken and astonished. Now as we sail into 2020, I can't help but to think about you, Cleona and Chloe Mommy and Daddy love you more than life itself. I pray that you are in heaven with the Angels and that they are showing you guys around and taking care of you for us, we are not there yet so I have entrusted them to watch over you while you watch over mommy and daddy down here. We love you both and if there's a word or action that is greater than love, we will gladly show it. We hope to see you babies again. Take care and continue to smile upon us.
Love Judian & Cleon Hall